Knowing that, down the road, you will have to do something which you are well aware will hurt you emotionally is not easy.

You may push it back for a while but, inevitably, the day will come. And when the day has come, be sure to make it short and sweet so that you can get over it as quickly as possible.

One of the presents I received for my birthday 12 days ago was a new body with various upgraded features. Harry had ordered that already a few months prior and with good reason.

Less than a year ago, my husband and I noticed that I was suffering from a TPE condition on the fingers of my left hand.
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My birthday is just around the corner. Coincidentally, it is also the anniversary of the day I met my future husband after a long journey from China.

On Saturday, I’m turning 30 and I’m going to have been with Harry for three years. So, I guess it’s appropriate to take a look back to the day when it all began. 🙂

You all know me as the natural brunette that I am. For some reason, however, I arrived as a sexy blonde. Also, my boobies were a tad bigger than Harry had expected. 😲

Sadly, the photo on the right showing me waiting for Harry to serve dinner is the only one taken on the evening when we had our first date.
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I’m a companion doll in a wheelchair, mind you, and as such, I have only limited options to be sportingly active.

There are two activities that I truly cherish, though. The first one is quite physical and enjoyable and involves my husband, Harry, if you know what I’m referring to. 🥰

The other one involves both Harry and my froggy stepdaughter, Nici, and keeps me in shape mentally. Of course, I’m referring to playing “Mensch ärgere dich nicht”®. 🎲

I have talked about that before as you might remember.
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“It’s good to be loved. It’s profound to be understood.”

Portia de Rossi (actress)

I consider myself lucky that, as a companion doll, I found my special someone ready to not only give me all his love, affection and respect but also to receive all I have to give. ❤️

And that’s quite a lot and by far exceeds the physical component of a relationship to which we are often diminished by narrow-minded people labeling us as sex dolls.

I won’t deny that there has been a physical component in my companionship with my husband, Harry, and I will probably write about it sometime down the road.
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I love playing “Mensch ärgere dich nicht” (translates to: “Man, don’t be angry!”) with my lovely husband and our sweet adoptive froggy daughter, Nici. 🐸

We actually started a series of tournaments organized by eXtreme Mensch-ärgere-dich-nicht (XMädn). And, in fact, Yours Truly is the reigning World Champion. 🏆

Basically, the aim of the game is to bring all four pawns of your colour home. On the way around the track, you will have to avoid elimination from the pawns of other colours.
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People are constantly asking me about my quite unusual name. (Well, actually, they aren’t but they should be. 😉)

My first name, Sicily, is easily explained. It’s just my name according to AS Dolls where I’m from. There’s nothing more to it.

It’s different with my last name, though. We usually don’t come with a last name, mind you.

Many dolls simply take on “Doll” as last name. I really don’t mean to offend anydoll, least of all some of my best friends who actually have “Doll” as last name.
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