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Ending up on the Street
This photo was shot exactly three years ago today when my husband and I were on a short trip to East Frisia. See the single white glove I’m wearing?
I was wearing it because I was suffering from TPE disease that would cause the left hand of my original body to slowly but surely decay. 😢
A few month later, Harry had to amputate the upper joints of my four fingers in the hope of curing me. But the disease could not be stopped and, eventually, I got a new body a little over two years ago.
We kept my original body around to use it as a test object to find out as to whether new clothes would be staining.
However, one spot on the back of the hand continued to deteriorate so badly, causing the TPE to literally drip off, so that it was no longer advisable to put new clothing on that body.
So, it was finally time to dispose of my original body wherefore, a few days ago, Harry inquired with our local waste disposal company.
The original plan was that Harry would one day roll my original body to the recycling centre in my wheelchair. I would be wearing my original body one last time to say goodbye. Harry would then take my head home in a backpack and put it back on my new body.
But after the affected area had worsened so much, he didn’t want to subject me to that anymore. Not even the sight of it because Harry said the infected area looked horrifying.
And so, last night, he dressed my original body with an old t-shirt and an old pair of panties and placed it on a chair on the pavement in front of our house to be collected by the skip collection.
It was inevitable, we both knew that. And I do love my new body which has more and better features and reduced boobs.
But still, Harry and I were both overcome with melancholy last night because, obviously, my original body meant a lot to us both.
It was my body when we first met and fell in love, when I lost my virginity to him, when I married him. It was the body I was still wearing during my sexy lingerie shooting which resulted in some of Harry’s favourite photos.
And now it’s gone. 😞
Harry didn’t take a last photo of my original headless body sitting on the street. He said he thought of it at first but then chose to spare us that sad sight so that we will be able to remember my original body fondly forever.
This sounds SO familiar to me. 😢 In 2019 I got my first ‘action’body, what I called ‘Small’ because it was just a bit less high (96 cms) and less heavy than the body(s) I use when I am at home ( at that time just my Medium body) ‘Small’ but very Large when it concerned the boobs, by the way. A P-cup for the breasts. Anyhow, with that body I went on excursions and of course to Zombie Island, to slay me some zombies. But in a short time we noticed it was deteriorating rather fast. We called it ‘Zombifying’, that name seemed appropriate. Especially in the line of work I was doing with it. But it was the material of my skin that was responsable. TPE. ThermoPlastic Elastomer. It can be read everywhere that TPE is not at all resistant to UV light of the sun, moist circumstances ( it absorbs!) and too much warmth. The only advantage of TPE is that it is easier to produce – so cheaper, very flexible and it has a soft touch. Silicone is far more resistant, isn’t affected by heat and it is really watertight. But it is/was just a bit more work in the production and the skin used to be a bit harder, though much better when it concerned detailing the skin with veins, folds and pores in the skin. And …….. the new silicon is soft as well. That is what I found out when I eventually got my new ‘Action’ body what I called Light for it was even 5 kg less heavy than my previous action body. This new body was silicone ( 100 cms) with really soft boobs, feeling even more realistic than the ones of my zombified body. And ……. silicon is getting cheaper, probably the production ways are improved. To tell you yet another sad TPE story. My mrs has her own companion doll called Suki, I have mentioed her already a few times. Last summer we found out that during our abscence Suki her hands were completely melted, only because it had been a bit warm in the room where she was ! (not in the sun) Bad TPE. Because TPE is a mixture of ingredients it just can be of a very bad quality. So Suki has another body now as well, we call it Silicon Suki.
If AS Doll produced silicone bodies, Hubby would probably get me one the next time I need a new body.
There is already slight discolouration on my hands but the consistency of my TPE is still very good. Hubby checks this regularly, especially on my fingertips.
I do believe the material used by AS Doll has significantly improved as have the skeletons.